I Have Feelings And I Don’t Like It
January 14, 2013 § 3 Comments
Pass the Gatorade and the self judgement. Depending on how much and what kind of drinks I’ve had the night before occassionally I’ll wake up with what I call an ‘emotional hangover’.
An emotional hangover, is accompanied by all the traditional symptoms of a hangover only with feelings bitch slapping you in the face.
Why is my mind seeking revenge on me? Why does it want to spend the day emotionally manipulating me?
My mind begins circulating random thoughts, fretting about things that may or may not have happened. I’m fairly certain I’ve aged 10 years over one night. The fact that I cry during any movie where someone achieves something, doesn’t make me a psychopath. Or does it? I don’t understand why I’m not constantly being congratulated for living.
Then I just decide I’ll live the rest of my life tucked under my blankets listening to emo tracks on repeat.
I refuse to leave the house until I feel like a person.
Only Bra-less Couch Sitting Can Cure Me: